May 3 2012

Gutter

Aida

Even in the gutter a beautiful reflection surfaces.

And of course some more poetry.
One of my favourites by Poe, a lot of fun to read.

“I

Hear the sledges with the bells -
Silver bells!
What a world of merriment their melody foretells!
How they tinkle, tinkle, tinkle,
In the icy air of night!
While the stars that oversprinkle
All the heavens seem to twinkle
With a crystalline delight;
Keeping time, time, time,
In a sort of Runic rhyme,
To the tintinnabulation that so musically wells
From the bells, bells, bells, bells,
Bells, bells, bells -
From the jingling and the tinkling of the bells.

II

Hear the mellow wedding bells -
Golden bells!
What a world of happiness their harmony foretells!
Through the balmy air of night
How they ring out their delight!
From the molten-golden notes,
And all in tune,
What a liquid ditty floats
To the turtle-dove that listens, while she gloats
On the moon!
Oh, from out the sounding cells
What a gush of euphony voluminously wells!
How it swells!
How it dwells
On the Future! -how it tells
Of the rapture that impels
To the swinging and the ringing
Of the bells, bells, bells,
Of the bells, bells, bells, bells,
Bells, bells, bells -
To the rhyming and the chiming of the bells!

III

Hear the loud alarum bells -
Brazen bells!
What a tale of terror, now, their turbulency tells!
In the startled ear of night
How they scream out their affright!
Too much horrified to speak,
They can only shriek, shriek,
Out of tune,
In a clamorous appealing to the mercy of the fire,
In a mad expostulation with the deaf and frantic fire,
Leaping higher, higher, higher,
With a desperate desire,
And a resolute endeavor
Now -now to sit or never,
By the side of the pale-faced moon.
Oh, the bells, bells, bells!
What a tale their terror tells
Of despair!
How they clang, and clash, and roar!
What a horror they outpour
On the bosom of the palpitating air!
Yet the ear it fully knows,
By the twanging
And the clanging,
How the danger ebbs and flows;
Yet the ear distinctly tells,
In the jangling
And the wrangling,
How the danger sinks and swells,
By the sinking or the swelling in the anger of the bells -
Of the bells,
Of the bells, bells, bells, bells,
Bells, bells, bells -
In the clamor and the clangor of the bells!

IV

Hear the tolling of the bells -
Iron bells!
What a world of solemn thought their monody compels!
In the silence of the night,
How we shiver with affright
At the melancholy menace of their tone!
For every sound that floats
From the rust within their throats
Is a groan.
And the people -ah, the people -
They that dwell up in the steeple,
All alone,
And who tolling, tolling, tolling,
In that muffled monotone,
Feel a glory in so rolling
On the human heart a stone -
They are neither man nor woman -
They are neither brute nor human -
They are Ghouls:
And their king it is who tolls;
And he rolls, rolls, rolls,
Rolls
A paean from the bells!
And his merry bosom swells
With the paean of the bells!
And he dances, and he yells;
Keeping time, time, time,
In a sort of Runic rhyme,
To the paean of the bells,
Of the bells -
Keeping time, time, time,
In a sort of Runic rhyme,
To the throbbing of the bells,
Of the bells, bells, bells -
To the sobbing of the bells;
Keeping time, time, time,
As he knells, knells, knells,
In a happy Runic rhyme,
To the rolling of the bells,
Of the bells, bells, bells -
To the tolling of the bells,
Of the bells, bells, bells, bells,
Bells, bells, bells -
To the moaning and the groaning of the bells.”

- “The Bells” by Edgar Allan Poe


May 2 2012

“Plant Your Hope With Good Seeds”

Aida

An evening spent walking aimlessly and carelessly in search of lilacs and something familiar. Ahh, that scent which brings me back home, brings back memories if only for a glimpse, and I’ve already forgotten…
Home…home…wherever that may be
I lost my way in the midst of all the beauty that spontaniously appeared as I took each step carefully. I wasn’t sure where I was stepping, my head lifted and turned every which way…and then it appeared, such beauty. My tree of life.

Today I returned to this tree. I have claimed it as my own. It is my giant and I dearly love it.
It is the biggest Cherry Tree I have seen, and beside it a White Dogwood tree molded itself into it.


May 1 2012

A Bit Of Poetry

Aida

“In the desert
I saw a creature, naked, bestial,
Who, squatting upon the ground,
Held his heart in his hands,
And ate of it.
I said: “Is it good, friend?”
‘It is bitter – bitter,’ he answered;
‘But I like it
Because it is bitter,
And because it is my heart.’”

- In the desert by Stephen Crane

“From childhood’s hour I have not been
As others were–I have not seen
As others saw–I could not bring
My passions from a common spring–
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow–I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone–
And all I lov’d–I lov’d alone–
Then–in my childhood–in the dawn
Of a most stormy life–was drawn
From ev’ry depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still–
From the torrent, or the fountain–
From the red cliff of the mountain–
From the sun that ’round me roll’d
In its autumn tint of gold–
From the lightning in the sky
As it pass’d me flying by–
From the thunder, and the storm–
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view–”

- Alone by Edgar Allan Poe


Apr 19 2012

Before Sunset

Aida

I got a chance to get back into watching movies again and saw both “Before Sunrise” and “Before Sunset”.
Both were absolutely fantastic and I very much enjoyed them.
One of the last scenes in “Before Sunset” really caught my attention, and I wanted to share it.

“Let me sing you a waltz
out of nowhere, out of my blues
Let me sing you a waltz…”

Love is all.


Apr 17 2012

Dans Mes Rêves

Aida

In my dreams


Apr 16 2012

We Don’t Give In, We Don’t Give Up

Aida

Another great song by Desire.


Apr 16 2012

And So It Goes

Aida

This is how I feel about contemporary arts

And this is how Christians apparently feel about “A Clockwork Orange”

I took these photos with my phone when I was “studying” with my dear friend at SFU.


Apr 12 2012

Now We Don’t Dream Anymore

Aida

Meant to post this for a while now…
Maybe I was waiting for the darkest moment.

“Well I walk upon the river like it’s easier than land
Evil’s in my pocket and your will is in my hand
Oh, your will is in my hand

And I’ll throw it in the current that I stand upon so still
Love is all, from what I’ve heard, but my heart’s learned to kill
Oh, mine has learned to kill

Oh, I said I could rise
From the harness of our goals
Here come the tears
But like always, I let them go
Just let them go

And now spikes will keep on falling from the heavens to the floor
The future was our skin and now we don’t dream anymore
No, we don’t dream anymore

Like a house made from spider webs and the clouds rolling in
I bet this mighty river’s both my savior and my sin
Oh, my savior and my sin

Oh, I said I could rise
From the harness of our goals
Here come the tears
But like always, I let them go
Just let them go

Well I walk upon the river like it’s easier than land
Evil’s in my pocket and your strength is in my hand
Your strength is in my hand

And I’ll throw you in the current that I stand upon so still
Love is all, from what I’ve heard, but my heart’s learned to kill
Oh, mine has learned to kill

Oh, I said I could rise
From the harness of our goals
Here come the tears
But like always, I let them go
Just let them go”


Apr 11 2012

Stay With Me

Aida


Apr 10 2012

“Like The Fig Tree In The Story”

Aida

Who creates such beauty?
Can they feel me like I feel them?

“Love is all, from what I’ve heard, but my heart’s learned to kill”